[It's a gross mess but honestly sort of satisfying in its own way. The lull gives him time to try to collect the scattered mess of his thoughts too and that is direly needed because holy shit.
Holy shit.
How does he really process this. Logically, socially, this is extremely fucked up. He should feel really guilty about it. Maybe he will later but in the afterglow he really just... Feels relieved and happy that Rowan wants him too, that he's not alone with his fucked up feelings for his brother.]
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Holy shit.
How does he really process this. Logically, socially, this is extremely fucked up. He should feel really guilty about it. Maybe he will later but in the afterglow he really just... Feels relieved and happy that Rowan wants him too, that he's not alone with his fucked up feelings for his brother.]
So... Uh. How long...?