[It's satisfying, every moment where Noel pushes to prove that he wants Rowan. It's not on purpose for his brother, of course, but that just makes it sweeter. Something to hold onto. He's not above using himself as bait to have this feeling.

He lets Noel in, meeting his tongue with his own, kissing him like someone with far more experience than he should have, but ultimately letting Noel lead from there.]