GAY ANGELS
[It's the middle of summer and they're stuck house sitting. Their dad is away for the whole month.... Not really that unusual, he's always away on business. And their mom has been gone for a long while now. So it's just him, in charge of taking care of things, and his brother.
And the heat. Noel flops on the couch next to his little brother and groans, passing over a soda. It's already evening but the heat just doesn't let up. It really saps the strength out of Noel, but what it also does is... Well.
It's difficult being a teenager and gay and alone in a house with your brother who is actually really hot and you absolutely should not find attractive because he's your brother, and so as usual Noel slides his eyes away from his brother quickly after passing him the soda. Dinner was about half an hour ago so there's nothing left to do but sort of melt together in this heat.]
It's too hot to live. Revive me when it's November.
And the heat. Noel flops on the couch next to his little brother and groans, passing over a soda. It's already evening but the heat just doesn't let up. It really saps the strength out of Noel, but what it also does is... Well.
It's difficult being a teenager and gay and alone in a house with your brother who is actually really hot and you absolutely should not find attractive because he's your brother, and so as usual Noel slides his eyes away from his brother quickly after passing him the soda. Dinner was about half an hour ago so there's nothing left to do but sort of melt together in this heat.]
It's too hot to live. Revive me when it's November.

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[not to mention that the conversation they're having is a role reversal , that it's entirely possible that Rowan has accidentally groomed Noel somehow, and that's a terrifying thought. he reaches out to grab Noel's hand.]
Okay. Dating in secret it is. But... you know I'll still love you as my brother if you ever need to back out, okay? It's okay to change your mind.
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Same goes to you. You're my brother first. But I don't want to back out. I don't really care if it's wrong as long as you're okay with it.
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he squeezes Noel's hand.]
...Near as I can tell, I'll always be okay with it.
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...Okay, then I guess we're dating?
[It seems so surreal and wonderful to say but also kind of scary because... Well. Dating is scary enough but they can't even let anyone know.
But it's still great? It's amazing to think think of Rowan as maybe his, not just his little brother but... His lover?]
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[reaches to cup Noel's cheek with the hand that isn't cutely handholding, leaning in to touch their foreheads together again.
he still won't- can't- tell Noel who they really are, who they've really been, anything like that. that's a closeness he won't share, a risk he won't take. but this... this is a closeness he's being permitted for now. he might as well savor it.]
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Ugh... You get the door.
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in nothing but a towel.]
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Nah.
He'll just flop back like a lazy older brother and wait for pizza to arrive carried by his naked boyfriend?? mostly naked... brotherboyfriend thing.]
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returns, still in towel, toting pizza, paper plates, and some soda for good measure.]
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[It's a bad flirty pickup line but. You know.]
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stares at him]
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It was awful. And you've really gotta save that sort of thing for when I'm not just. In a towel and carrying pizza.
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climbing in Noel's lap
straddling him
you know, in just a towel.]
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...This is real, huh?
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[pinching his cheek, for good measure. but he clearly likes that reaction.]
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Sleep in my bed tonight.
[It's a thrill to say, illicit and exciting.]
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[but he leans in the rest of the way to press his lips to Noel's, and speaks against his mouth.]
But it'll be my pleasure.
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He lets Noel in, meeting his tongue with his own, kissing him like someone with far more experience than he should have, but ultimately letting Noel lead from there.]
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Honestly he could just spend all evening kissing Rowan like this.]
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He makes a pleased sound when they break for air, staying in close and sharing the same breaths.]
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